If there is someone out there that would listen to my plight, open their heart and reach out to help me in any way that they can. With prayer, advice and or financially it would answer my prayer.
Four and a half years ago I was married to my then loving wife of 19 years. I was then and will allways be first and foremost a child of the most high God Jesus Christ. My wife began to withdraw her affection and love for me. She didnt seem happy. I began praying over her and my 11 year old son every morning before work. I asked God to heal the growing space between my cherished wife, my girl.... I asked him to change me, my life or to do what ever is nessessary to bring me closer to Him and to my wife. God spoke to me, to my heart and said to hold on and trust Him.... Almost the next day my life seemed to change. Things started to happen. Good things at the time they happend. Months past by and we decided to move to my wifes home town. To make her happy I agreed and things started looking better and better. God had a plan. I trusted Him fully. God found me a new job at a place I dreamed of my entire life. I was so happy and in love with my wife... Then she wasnt happy once more. I was stunned but still trusted in God. Within one month my wife was unhappy and was telling others of her dislike for me and our marrage. I loved her. I loved my son. I loved my marrage. And most of all I loved and trusted God.
One day before my Baptisim, I was told by my Pastor that My wife would file for divorce that next coming wensday. I was crushed. I asked God Why? I trusted You God. Why? My son suffered so much. He didnt understand.
Over the next four and a half years, I have struggled to pay my bills. I suffered bankruptsy. I lost security clearences at work which made me almost loose my job. Also it made me loose two promotions at work. I have watched my son be torn apart by a hurtful woman, that by this time, I didnt even know.... My future looks dim once more at work at the brink of layoff.
But after all this I still have the love of a wonderful God, His Son and His Spirit. I will allways pray for My ex wife. I have forgiven her. I trust the Lord that He will come to my rescue. People can take material things away but they cant take away my dreams. I will keep dreaming, hoping and praying for God in His way to help me through others, through His love and most of all, for His wisdom.
I pleed for anyone that reads this to help me. Please pray about it. Please ask God to help me. If God puts it on your heart, Please help me. Amen!
